Saturday, December 30, 2006


I've had this book for a couple of years already and typical me only appreciates it the second time round i read it... Thats prob why i didnt do so well in Literature...

Anyway, this story tells of 24 yr old Veronika, who seemingly has everything in a perfect life, lives in Slovenia, a small European country. She decides to commit a premeditated suicide by ingesting too many sleeping pills. While she waits for her fate, she decides to read a magazine.

After reading through the magazine, she decides to write a letter to the press justifying her suicide has been induced by an article in the magazine, which asks a rather stupid question: "Where is Slovenia?" The idea being to make the press believe that she has killed herself because people don't even know where Slovenia is in today's global village. Good excuse, she thinks. Her plan fails and she wakes up in Villete (a mental hospital in Slovenia, where she is told she has a week to live.
Her presence there affects all of the mental hospital's patients, especially Zedka (who has clinical depression), Mari (who suffers from panic attacks), and Eduard (who has schzophrenia), with whom Veronika falls in love.


During her internment in Villete she realises that she has nothing to lose and can therefore do what she wants, say what she wants and be who she wants without having to worry about what others think of her. Who's going to criticise her, she's mad after all.

Because of this newfound freedom Veronika experiences all the things she never allowed herself to experience.

The reader quickly discovers that Dr. Igor believes by telling patients they only have a very short time period to live, they will find the will to live again and will appreciate being alive rather than trying to commit suicide again.

I particularly liked the part about how she justifies why she decides to die when she has a seemingly perfect life.

In retrospect of 2006, it seems like i have lived & felt as though how Veronika felt during her week in Villete. I dont regret a single moment, but wish that things would have ended differently on 31st Dec 2006. More significantly, unlike Veronika who was struggling to kill herself despite her sanity, i felt like i was drowning in a sea of insanity and struggling to live.

Of cos i am a firm believer of whatever happens, happens for a reason. Serendipity if you will or just plain 'things-always-turn-out-for-the-best'. But of late, increasingly, i find it difficult to convince myself.

Well, according to my friend, gorry's creator, sheep fan tai sui this year... true or not, it sure damn feels like it this year.

Anyway, 2007 still remains an unwritten book. Hopefully it will end up with the story i want. ( Gorry's is looking to be a murder mystery tho. :(

Happy New Year and here's hoping all ur hopes & dreams come true! ( Mine first ! )

Yang Ma Ma





Thursday, December 28, 2006


Why is everyone doing this to me?


Lookit what Ronnie bought for me. And to top it off, he said i look like a bear. BUT I AM A LITTLE LAMB! And this lambie handphone holder is a .. cat! Yah, its a cat! I'm the only lamb around!!


Hello peeps! Anne is mighty hilarious... she told me this when i asked her what's a wedding... She said that a wedding is when 2 pple tie the knot and they have to go around like Chang & Eng all the time.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH thats a good one, auntie anne! I promise not to piak u again if u tell me more jokes :)

Monday, December 25, 2006

Merry Xmas Everyboday!!!



Today is the Lamb Family's Xmas Soiree!

Chian, Des, Doc, Nai Niang and Gwace came over to play!!! :))

We had potluck but noone brought anything for me & Rilla :(((((. Yang Ma Ma and gang feasted on Katong Laksa, Pizza, Xmas ham, log cake, sushi, champagne and ice cream with Baileys and this yummmmmmylicious coconut avocado dessert that Gwace made! I think she made it for me cos its vegetarian but all the gluttons ate it up without offerring me any. *cry*



Hee, then we played Taboo!!! hehehehhehehe Mummy and Doc's team (with QQ and Gwace) thumped shitty des' team. Can u believe that all the big fancy schmancy words that shitty des knows ARE FRENCH WORDS that are..... *hold ur breath everyone* Sauvignon Blanc, Rheunium, Contra and he keeps trying to sneak in french words!!! And when he couldnt guess yang ma ma's team's words, he ended up spelling out the letters with his butt!! Wad an ass!!!!

Heheehehhe. Btw, Yang Ma Ma's team's words were: Hubris, Hummus, Apropos, Lackadaisical... cool huh cool huh!!

ehehhe to top off the day, we ALL took a field trip to the condo next door to Lor K to check it out! Omg! Prices have gone up 20%!! *ching ching*!!! YAHTZEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hee. Doc is thinking of buying the studio also.. we hope that he comes and live next to us! :)))) We like him very much, unlike shittty des!

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, December 22, 2006

Overheard at the Suntec Eng Wah movie complex yesterday for the Singapore Medical Association staff movie screening:

Fren: Are u sure u want to bring Gorry to watch Eragon?
Yang Ma Ma: Uhm , yeah... why?
Fren: What if he wants to be a dragon?
Yang Ma Ma: Uhm, i dont think so. He hates shitty desdragon.
Fren: Maybe he just doesnt like fat ones?
Yang Ma Ma: *rolling on the floor laughing*
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Anyway Yang Ma Ma went to watch Eragon yesterday and we concluded that dragons are dumb and a whole big bunch of trouble.

All they do is spew fire and scare the hell out of pple and all they want in their lives is a human to ride them. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Not like little sheep. We're cute and cuddly. Anyway mummy's fren has a spiffy motorbike helmet like this! we wanna learn how to ride a bike too!!

Monday, December 18, 2006

Hello everyone!! Here's a joke for all u pple who are feeling bored!!

Q: What's the female of a papaya called??

A: A mamaya!!!

HHAHAHAHAHAHAHA this joke is as bad as shitty des! tee hee

Sunday, December 17, 2006


Yang Gong gong and Por Por went to Genting!! And bought me this cute penguin cup!! Cute huh!!!!!!! I guess yang gong gong is feeling guilty for all the times he was mean to me by slapping me on the head whenever we go out.

Hee hee. :)))))))

Monday, December 11, 2006


Overheard at Chateau Lor K:

Cousin Auntie (CA): Whats wrong with your beak?

Gorry: hhhuh? What beak?

CA: Arent u a kiwi bird?

G: No!

CA: Yes you are.

G: No i am not!

CA: Anyway, Boo Boo is so cute. He's my favourite. He's a simian! Closest thing to humans. Unlike you. You may be brown, but yours are feathers.

G: I am NOT A KIWI BIRD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CA: Yes, you are.

G: MUMMMMY!!!!!!!!!!

Rilla: (to her right) Who are you?

Unknown: (to her left) I donnoe, who are u?

Gorry: *sulk*

Boo Boo: She's your mummy's new kid!

Gorry: *sulk*

Rilla: Huh!

Boo Boo: Yah! She's cute huh! Her bag is something so like what your nai niang would carry. Its so pink!

Rilla: Where did u come from?!

Gorry: *sulk*

Unknown: My name is Tan Mian Yang, Mehrilla!

Rilla: You sound like my name! My name is Lambrilla! The sulky brown thing is called Gorrillamb!

Gorry: *sulk* (thinking: I hate shitttty des)

Friday, December 01, 2006


Hello everybody!!!!!!!

Look at what my best frwen Grace bought for me from Phillippines!!!! Rilla is sooooooooooo jealous (again) that she has fainted in the background again. heheh hoo hoo hoo

This is proof that everyone loves me!! ME ME ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

On another note, Mummy says that i am starting to look like a thug. :(


Saturday, November 25, 2006


Hello everybody!!!

Yesterday was my birthday! And Mummy and Nai Niang celebrated it by gg to the Supply DnD WITHOUT ME! )(*#)@*$@*#(@#*(@@*(#@*#(@#*(@*@(

Tuesday, November 21, 2006


Hello everyone!

Look at my new clothes from Jill!!! I m so gg to wear this next mth! Cute huh!!! Rilla is sooooooooo angry that she fainted! heeheh

Sunday, November 19, 2006


Hello everybody!

I m soooooooo happy! Yesterday everyone celebrated my bday for me! No, Shitty des & Nai Niang, the real star of the celebration is me me me me me me me me me me.

We went to Portobelle @ Killiney Rd! (
http://www.portobelle.com) This is one of mummy's more fav restaurants, its pretty much like Porta Porta, mediterranean food with the Antipasti starters etc. But Porta Porta still ranks number 1 in her list.

Anyway, everyone was teasing me and said that i looked like a celebrity. Guess who? They meant Sun Wu Kong. ( Me is Sun Wu Yang. hee hee)




The bracelet is Nai Niang's bday pressie chosen by mummy for nai niang! Mummy always likes these chunky metal pieces thats like some Aztec metal piece.

Nai Niang brought Dolph! I was so happy to see Dolph again! I tried to pengan him over the tealight and when Nai niang saw it, she tried to slap me and kiap my face and wanted to hand me over to the chef. :(

Dolph said he was cold wad, so i wanted to warm him up. What a meano Nai Niang.

Friday, November 17, 2006

Hello everybody!

I AM TWO YEARS OLD!!!!!!!! (Btw, my bday is the same day as my Nai Niang's!)

It must be difficult for nai niang to live in my shadows :(

Anyway yay!! I welcome gifts and pressies and huggy hugs and lots and lots of cakes and cookies and did i mention MORE GIFTS AND PRESSIES FOR ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hee.

We are gg to have a bday celebration for shitty des and nai niang and me soon and i cant wait for my pressies !!

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Excerpt from Yang Ma Ma's thoughts:

(Gorry: Mummy, if u KEEP hijacking MY blog to write YOUR stuff, i am so gg to start charging u rent)

Was in the gym yesterday when i came upon this cable TV advert, about LIFE, yeah, just about "LIFE" and it never occurred to me until then that there is a big "IF" in "LIFE". This INFJ couldnt resist the following:

The harsh realists of the world have always beat up and trodden upon those who have dreamt and fantasized about what it would have been and could have been. While i have always outwardly agreed with these realists just to keep peace and just to look wise, there always was a part of me that deep in my heart, deep in the recesses of my mind, i have always held fiercely to the belief, "What if?"

Why are we always submitting and accepting the verdict of reality, when it could have been something else? Why do we not allow ourselves to push beyond the boundaries to go beyond? I guess the best inspirational figurehead for this would be the Wright brothers? What IF we COULD fly?

;)

Something/one that happened to me recently made me want to give up completely on my dreams completely. I wanted to become a bitter realist and beat up everyone who had a dream or spoke about theirs. But that wouldnt solve anything, just turn me into something that i am not. I still proudly proclaim myself to be an INFJ. I couldnt be anything else.

"Hold On"
I know this pain
Why do lock yourself up in these chains?
No one can change your life except for you
Don't ever let anyone step all over you
Just open your heart and your mind
Is it really fair to feel this way inside?

[Chorus:]

Some day somebody's gonna make you want toTurn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you going to let them
Hold you down and make you cry
Don't you know?Don't you know things can change
Things'll go your wayIf you hold on for one more day
Can you hold on for one more day
Things'll go your way
Hold on for one more day

You could sustain
Or are you comfortable with the pain?
You've got no one to blame for your unhappiness
You got yourself into your own mess
Lettin' your worries pass you byD
on't you think it's worth your time
To change your mind?

[Chorus]I know that there is pain
But you hold on for one more day and
Break free the chains
Yeah I know that there is pain
But you hold on for one more day and you
Break free, break from the chains
Some day somebody's gonna make you want toTurn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you going to let them
Hold you down and make you cry
Don't you know?Don't you know things can change
Things'll go your way
If you hold on for one more day yeahIf you hold on
Don't you know things can change
Things'll go your way if you hold on for one more day,
If you hold on

Can you hold on
Hold on baby
Won't you tell me now
Hold on for one more day 'CauseIt's gonna go your way
Don't you know things can change
Things'll go your wayIf you hold on for one more day
Can't you change it this time
Make up your mind
Hold on Hold on Baby hold on

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My nai niang went to Portugal and bought me this cute t-shirt, i was bugging her ALL the time when she msged me from Europe that she bought me a t-shirt, i kept asking her if it was from Baby prada, Baby Gucci, whether it was pink etc.

Then when she was back in sgp, i kept asking her abt the shirt, i mean, i was so excited what. And her exact words to me were: " Stop asking me about ur frickin t-shirt "

Monday, November 06, 2006





More fotos of the traumatic episode of the Lambourghini:



Sunday, November 05, 2006

Hello everybody!

My yang ma ma got into an accident today and we're so upset at the horrid person who did this to the Lambourghini. :'(

We were waiting to turn into Funan center carpark with Weebs, Mark P P and WJ, when this shitty purple (yucks wad a colour) Hyundai SUV got impatient and decided to turn back out to the main road. Then he kept horning at yang ma ma to move forward, but we couldnt cos there's no space so this shitty car tried to bull doze its way through and hit our lambmobile!! What a turd!!!! I mean, if u dun have the confidence that it will clear, then dun turn lah!!!!! Even a little lamb like me knows!!

Anyway this guy tried to flee the scene!! Yang ma ma was furious!!! Yang ma ma leapt from the lambmobile and stood in front of the car yelling, " U HIT MY CAR, U PAY!!"

(Mark P P, Weebs & WJ were shell shocked we think)

And this shitty guy told yang ma ma that it was her fault for not moving forward! What a goondu!! Until yang ma ma stood in front of his car and refused to move, this guy came down and started saying its our fault. What a shit head.

Yang ma ma decided to call the police to resolve the situation cos he refused to give us his particulars!

What an exciting day! Anyway lookie at the damage done to the lambmobile. :((

Remember all you drivers out there, remember to stash a camera in ur car :((

Poor lambmobile. We're gg to fix u! Dont worry!!


See how scarred the lambmobile is?! :(


Remember to horn at this guy if u meet him on the roads! He was really mean to yang ma ma and friends!!

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Hello everyone.

*wail*



Look at what happened to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CRY!!! BBW was sooooo mean to me, he said he cant stand my shitty face anymore so look what he did to me!!!!

He said that i will smell better too (cos the smiley face is an air freshener in the LAMBourghini/LambourMINI). Why are u so mean, BBW!?!?

One day when my blog sells for a billion kazillion dollars, i wun even give u a cent!!

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Hello peeps! Here are my penpals from PD!! Called Butterscotch and Anon! :)))))

Wah they are like models! They've got legs so long that its up to their arm pits!! Mine are short and stubby. :((

Rilla is jealous cos they are more glamorous than her cos they got permed hair and hers is a buzz cut. hee hee.

Wonder if we have enuff sheep to form NZ's Next Top Model Sheep.