Saturday, December 30, 2006


I've had this book for a couple of years already and typical me only appreciates it the second time round i read it... Thats prob why i didnt do so well in Literature...

Anyway, this story tells of 24 yr old Veronika, who seemingly has everything in a perfect life, lives in Slovenia, a small European country. She decides to commit a premeditated suicide by ingesting too many sleeping pills. While she waits for her fate, she decides to read a magazine.

After reading through the magazine, she decides to write a letter to the press justifying her suicide has been induced by an article in the magazine, which asks a rather stupid question: "Where is Slovenia?" The idea being to make the press believe that she has killed herself because people don't even know where Slovenia is in today's global village. Good excuse, she thinks. Her plan fails and she wakes up in Villete (a mental hospital in Slovenia, where she is told she has a week to live.
Her presence there affects all of the mental hospital's patients, especially Zedka (who has clinical depression), Mari (who suffers from panic attacks), and Eduard (who has schzophrenia), with whom Veronika falls in love.


During her internment in Villete she realises that she has nothing to lose and can therefore do what she wants, say what she wants and be who she wants without having to worry about what others think of her. Who's going to criticise her, she's mad after all.

Because of this newfound freedom Veronika experiences all the things she never allowed herself to experience.

The reader quickly discovers that Dr. Igor believes by telling patients they only have a very short time period to live, they will find the will to live again and will appreciate being alive rather than trying to commit suicide again.

I particularly liked the part about how she justifies why she decides to die when she has a seemingly perfect life.

In retrospect of 2006, it seems like i have lived & felt as though how Veronika felt during her week in Villete. I dont regret a single moment, but wish that things would have ended differently on 31st Dec 2006. More significantly, unlike Veronika who was struggling to kill herself despite her sanity, i felt like i was drowning in a sea of insanity and struggling to live.

Of cos i am a firm believer of whatever happens, happens for a reason. Serendipity if you will or just plain 'things-always-turn-out-for-the-best'. But of late, increasingly, i find it difficult to convince myself.

Well, according to my friend, gorry's creator, sheep fan tai sui this year... true or not, it sure damn feels like it this year.

Anyway, 2007 still remains an unwritten book. Hopefully it will end up with the story i want. ( Gorry's is looking to be a murder mystery tho. :(

Happy New Year and here's hoping all ur hopes & dreams come true! ( Mine first ! )

Yang Ma Ma





Thursday, December 28, 2006


Why is everyone doing this to me?


Lookit what Ronnie bought for me. And to top it off, he said i look like a bear. BUT I AM A LITTLE LAMB! And this lambie handphone holder is a .. cat! Yah, its a cat! I'm the only lamb around!!


Hello peeps! Anne is mighty hilarious... she told me this when i asked her what's a wedding... She said that a wedding is when 2 pple tie the knot and they have to go around like Chang & Eng all the time.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH thats a good one, auntie anne! I promise not to piak u again if u tell me more jokes :)

Monday, December 25, 2006

Merry Xmas Everyboday!!!



Today is the Lamb Family's Xmas Soiree!

Chian, Des, Doc, Nai Niang and Gwace came over to play!!! :))

We had potluck but noone brought anything for me & Rilla :(((((. Yang Ma Ma and gang feasted on Katong Laksa, Pizza, Xmas ham, log cake, sushi, champagne and ice cream with Baileys and this yummmmmmylicious coconut avocado dessert that Gwace made! I think she made it for me cos its vegetarian but all the gluttons ate it up without offerring me any. *cry*



Hee, then we played Taboo!!! hehehehhehehe Mummy and Doc's team (with QQ and Gwace) thumped shitty des' team. Can u believe that all the big fancy schmancy words that shitty des knows ARE FRENCH WORDS that are..... *hold ur breath everyone* Sauvignon Blanc, Rheunium, Contra and he keeps trying to sneak in french words!!! And when he couldnt guess yang ma ma's team's words, he ended up spelling out the letters with his butt!! Wad an ass!!!!

Heheehehhe. Btw, Yang Ma Ma's team's words were: Hubris, Hummus, Apropos, Lackadaisical... cool huh cool huh!!

ehehhe to top off the day, we ALL took a field trip to the condo next door to Lor K to check it out! Omg! Prices have gone up 20%!! *ching ching*!!! YAHTZEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hee. Doc is thinking of buying the studio also.. we hope that he comes and live next to us! :)))) We like him very much, unlike shittty des!

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, December 22, 2006

Overheard at the Suntec Eng Wah movie complex yesterday for the Singapore Medical Association staff movie screening:

Fren: Are u sure u want to bring Gorry to watch Eragon?
Yang Ma Ma: Uhm , yeah... why?
Fren: What if he wants to be a dragon?
Yang Ma Ma: Uhm, i dont think so. He hates shitty desdragon.
Fren: Maybe he just doesnt like fat ones?
Yang Ma Ma: *rolling on the floor laughing*
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Anyway Yang Ma Ma went to watch Eragon yesterday and we concluded that dragons are dumb and a whole big bunch of trouble.

All they do is spew fire and scare the hell out of pple and all they want in their lives is a human to ride them. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Not like little sheep. We're cute and cuddly. Anyway mummy's fren has a spiffy motorbike helmet like this! we wanna learn how to ride a bike too!!

Monday, December 18, 2006

Hello everyone!! Here's a joke for all u pple who are feeling bored!!

Q: What's the female of a papaya called??

A: A mamaya!!!

HHAHAHAHAHAHAHA this joke is as bad as shitty des! tee hee

Sunday, December 17, 2006


Yang Gong gong and Por Por went to Genting!! And bought me this cute penguin cup!! Cute huh!!!!!!! I guess yang gong gong is feeling guilty for all the times he was mean to me by slapping me on the head whenever we go out.

Hee hee. :)))))))

Monday, December 11, 2006


Overheard at Chateau Lor K:

Cousin Auntie (CA): Whats wrong with your beak?

Gorry: hhhuh? What beak?

CA: Arent u a kiwi bird?

G: No!

CA: Yes you are.

G: No i am not!

CA: Anyway, Boo Boo is so cute. He's my favourite. He's a simian! Closest thing to humans. Unlike you. You may be brown, but yours are feathers.

G: I am NOT A KIWI BIRD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CA: Yes, you are.

G: MUMMMMY!!!!!!!!!!

Rilla: (to her right) Who are you?

Unknown: (to her left) I donnoe, who are u?

Gorry: *sulk*

Boo Boo: She's your mummy's new kid!

Gorry: *sulk*

Rilla: Huh!

Boo Boo: Yah! She's cute huh! Her bag is something so like what your nai niang would carry. Its so pink!

Rilla: Where did u come from?!

Gorry: *sulk*

Unknown: My name is Tan Mian Yang, Mehrilla!

Rilla: You sound like my name! My name is Lambrilla! The sulky brown thing is called Gorrillamb!

Gorry: *sulk* (thinking: I hate shitttty des)

Friday, December 01, 2006


Hello everybody!!!!!!!

Look at what my best frwen Grace bought for me from Phillippines!!!! Rilla is sooooooooooo jealous (again) that she has fainted in the background again. heheh hoo hoo hoo

This is proof that everyone loves me!! ME ME ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

On another note, Mummy says that i am starting to look like a thug. :(